"After," Squall clarified. After the bits they had been shown. "Laguna sent Sis home and stayed in Esthar. And when he found out that Raine died, he never went back for Sis. He just left her there. And me. Raine died giving birth to me." Squall wasn't pouting, not really. Just incredibly upset that Esthar meant more to Laguna than family, that was all.