She exhaled, messily. "He said yesterday he wants to be best man at the wedding," she said. "It's not ... we're not like that, any more. But he was the first guy I fell hard for, so maybe there's a little bit of me that's his. Just a little bit, that's all. So I liked the idea of having that, this weekend, even though I felt guilty about thinking that, and I felt horrible about having ... done that to you, and I would never have done that if I were me. And then I found out it was just ... something that happened, and I ... I don't know."
Rinoa hadn't had a short answer. Maybe the big, rambly answer would help?
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Date: 2011-09-16 01:31 am (UTC)Rinoa hadn't had a short answer. Maybe the big, rambly answer would help?